It is after 1 a.m. and I really and truly want chocolate. If this goes on much longer I don't think I can be held responsible for my actions. I don't have any chocolate on hand because I didn't buy any. This type of emergency occurs quite often, it's a measure of self sabotage/control. Tonight, my craving is quite specific. See's Candy, dark chocolate covered English walnuts. I could eat them by the vat. (Which is why I don't have any here.) But there is good news, I can order a custom assortment from See's Candy website. Oh joy! The bad news is they don't have a delivery time line like Domino's pizza. (Wouldn't that be a great idea? A candy home delivery service? Or how about a grown up ice cream truck, that would serve gelato and custom mixed ice cream?)
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state of emergency
It is after 1 a.m. and I really and truly want chocolate. If this goes on much longer I don't think I can be held responsible for my actions. I don't have any chocolate on hand because I didn't buy any. This type of emergency occurs quite often, it's a measure of self sabotage/control. Tonight, my craving is quite specific. See's Candy, dark chocolate covered English walnuts. I could eat them by the vat. (Which is why I don't have any here.) But there is good news, I can order a custom assortment from See's Candy website. Oh joy! The bad news is they don't have a delivery time line like Domino's pizza. (Wouldn't that be a great idea? A candy home delivery service? Or how about a grown up ice cream truck, that would serve gelato and custom mixed ice cream?)
What to do now?
I have heard over and over again that the poor state of the economy is an opportunity for reinvention and new possibilities. I believe it but where do you start? Another favorite statement is that we are all supposed to live with passion. Ugh, the pressure! Passionate reinvention that will pay the bills? It is all so overwhelming. All the while, we are supposed to "brand" ourselves and google research our names and become our own P.R. agent to get a job where everything is possible. So I am branding myself as who, to whom and to do what? The thought alone makes me want to become a passionate sleeper.
The Industrial Revolution gave us many things but these decisions were easier when you were a farmer if your father was a farmer or a blacksmith if your father was a blacksmith. Now, we live in cities and suburbs, buy more and more stuff, drive cars that have the power of 95 horses under the hood (instead of 2 horses that pull the family wagon), go to supermarkets to buy organic food (instead of growing or raising it), live in houses that are hundreds of square feet more than we use (especially since we are hardly at home - we are out finding our purpose and joy), etc. (The argument can be made that indoor plumbing makes all the "advancements" worthwhile.) Now we hear daily updates about layoffs, threats of layoffs, banks doing what they do and politicians doing what they do.
Where do I go from here? Where is this magical, fulfilling, purposeful and passionate place that we are supposed to live in? Oz? Wonderland? My money is on Candyland, isn't there a chocolate waterfall?
